45 days until I graduate Concordia University with a Bachelor's degree in English.
181 days until I no longer have to ever work at Wal-Mart, again.
193 days until I marry my bestfriend.
This year is a year of change.
Pain, Sadness, Anger, Happiness, Joy.
Complete and utter change.
Am I ready for these changes? Absolutely.
After losing Kristi, my world has been shaken and broken. One of the worst changes of my life was losing her. Learning to move on has been beyond hard. It aches, it hurts, it just plain sucks.
As I was watching Criminal Minds last night, a wonderful quote came across the screen, "Sometimes the hardest part isn't letting go but rather learning to start over."
I am trying to start over, but am still clinging to her memories. I will accept this change... some better than others, but I will move on, I will be a better person, and I will be sure to smile everyday.
Life ain't always easy, but it sure is beautiful.
Unless you work at Wal-Mart and then that kind of sucks. (:
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